marisa-box

2009-06-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

fuck menopause man. jesus christ youre a goddamn woman at the age of 50 plus and youre still acting like a fucking child. your own daughter acts older than you its not that hard to fucking listen to what i have to say. what, asking whether i can finish what i have to say is already disrespectful? or rude? or out of my position as your fucking kid? fuck you. this was important, or even slightly important since it relates to further opportunities or advantges for my stupid future.
you know your retarded adult books they make for you fuckers who can't even communicate to your own kid? yeah you should take a glance at that shit and NOTICE THE FIRST RULE: LISTEN TO YOUR FUCKING KID. YOU ONLY PISSED ONE OUT, DONT THINK THAT ITS THAT HARD TO LISTEN TO THAT ONE. and you keep saying that "i've always wanted a big family", news flash bitch. you handle one kid first then start thinking the impossible. you make me laugh really, since your dreams are all fucking bullshit and out of your league. bill gates? ma ying jou? bitch please.

2009-06-11T08:56:00.000-07:00

Mother: Marisa, have you gained weight?
Marisa: I don't know. Why, do I look like I have?
Mother: I think that you've gained weight again.
How much do you weigh now? What have you been eating.
Marisa: The same..
Well I havn't been exercising for two weeks now, maybe that explains why.
Mother: Do you want to end up looking like a sports woman? Is that it?
If you stop doing sports, you're just going to gain more and more weight?
Marisa: No... nevermind. I'll watch what I eat then.
Mother: How are you going to become a model with a body like that, or an actor or..
Marisa: What makes you think that I want to go down that path?
Mother: Well you don't have anything else, might as well watch your figure.

Thanks, it's nice to know that you believe in me (Y)

2009-04-08T08:16:00.000-07:00

i bought your perfume yesterday, just to let you know

2009-04-06T19:57:00.000-07:00

fuck. get the fuck out of my head. i'm not even thinking about you but as soon as i lay my head on that fucking pillow and shut my eyelids to sleep, you're there. suddenly there beside me, suddenly there hugging me to sleep, suddenly there touching my lips. fuck you you're always there. piss off. stay out of it. i don't want to wake up all happy and shit then realise that i'm back to fucking reality and you're not really there. seven, damn it. this is the seventh fucking time.

2009-04-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

take me away to a place of unexplicable bliss
where the horizon is undefined and vague
where form, imprudence and tears will not be judged
where fear, hate and brutality fade
run through the field with our fingers entwined
spread our arms like a pair of doves liberated of concern
let me stay in this ecstasy
don't look back
don't look back
don't look back

2009-03-02T07:10:00.000-08:00
难得终于遇到喜欢的，竟然在另一个国。

你喜欢我我喜欢你你喜欢她她喜欢你但她也喜欢他

你在做什么？我在做什么？

该死的四角恋爱.

HACKED

2009-02-01T06:41:00.000-08:00

HELL YEA!
don't worry. . .just here to pimp out her blog. there's no need to dial 999, people. relax.
anyways the blog is as good as new. :]

i love you sexy

k, i'm out.
- s.

2009-01-24T21:27:00.000-08:00

today is chinese new year's eve, in other words also known as 'da nian ye'. today is the day where small red packets of cash are ought to be given to each child from every single member of the family.

last night an american friend of mine asked how my day was. i told him that i was really excited about cny, not answering his question unintentionally. he asked what was so special about it and i briefly explained to him some of the traditions - family gathering dinner, firecrackers, especially heavily emphasising the laicee. surprisingly, he's never heard of the term 'lai-cee or red packets or hong bao' so i told him what it was then began to explain to him the story behind it, but he seemed disinterested and was in a rush to leave msn anyways due to his own personal reasons. however before he left, he kept teasing me that we get laice/lice for new years. i kept insisting that its lai-CEE but then in the end he said something cause he wanted to have to last say. i knew that it was supposed to be a joke but it still hurt regardless- "no one fucking cares about chinese new years apart from the chinese".
this statement he made struck me that some people can be so patriotic towards their own country, that they could become so ignorant and be oblivious to their surrounding; considering that my friend lived in china, the core of asia.
what im trying to say is that people need to be more opening minded and consider about other people and more importantly their culture. im not saying dont mess with their tradition, but know where the line is and never cross it; what was ment to be a harmless joke can turnaround other people's perception towards you. cause seriously, not only did you just insult them but you also insulted their family/generations, enthicity and way of life. or maybe im just getting carried away here haha.

i forgive you man, but honestly you just dont say stuff like that. its not funny

off to a lighter topic, im waiting for the mahjong madness to begin ;) been aniticipating for a whole year for this sleepless night

p.e.a.c.e.x

2009-01-21T01:51:00.000-08:00

Location: Taipei

elaine, you need to flipping teach me how to use this banana madness thing.
what to needs to be taught- commenting/linking/music/better looking skins/other awesome stuff

A Letter of Self-Introduction

2009-01-10T09:31:00.000-08:00

Good Morning Blog World!

it is currently 1:32am and ihave obviously just created a blog out of boredom. funny thing; boredom is. it can drive you to do the most insane things, not that i'm saying this is anywhere near insane but you get my drifffft.

so i'm here to introduce myself:

howdoyoudo my name is marisa. i am currently fifteen years old and my height bamboozles people. imagine- people mountain people sea, i am the cloud above that. okay, im exaggerating slightly. "lol". i've been studying in one school and have lived in hong kong my whole life.

i am a mixed chick, but i believe that i am azn.
hence the asian face..observe > XD

i called this blogger 'marisa-box' cause its like a box that will be filled with marisa-like things that would describe me? 'a boxfull of marisa' if you want to call it

okay i dont feel like typing anymore.

dew, its like xanga all over again. i just hope that i wont type all gay. ill find a one of my old xanga posts and show you guys how 'cool' i thought sounded.

GOAL #1 - to create a blogger [check]

GOAL #2 - to finally create youtube videos

P.E.A.C.E. x

marisa-box

2009-03-02T07:10:00.000-08:00 难得终于遇到喜欢的，竟然在另一个国。 你喜欢我 我喜欢你 你喜欢她 她喜欢你 但她也喜欢他你在做什么？ 我在做什么？该死的四角恋爱.

HACKED

A Letter of Self-Introduction

2009-03-02T07:10:00.000-08:00
难得终于遇到喜欢的，竟然在另一个国。

你喜欢我我喜欢你你喜欢她她喜欢你但她也喜欢他

你在做什么？我在做什么？

该死的四角恋爱.